relationship ?

If you never meant Forever with me ... why you walked in my Life ?
If you just want to Hurt me ... but why Me ?
Girls aren't toys ... Not just born for you to play with ...

the Reason keep rewind in my mind !

 

long time never mention relationship about my self ...

hmmmm , I didn't escape about it ... just hope not to mention about it , about HIM

since broke up till now ,

I still believe in him , I still believe he loved me before ...

am I blind ? or just Love is so Blind ?

I haven't delete him from my facebook .. but I turn his fb profile as invisible 

just hope sometimes , I can forget about him :)

thanks for the comfort and advice from all of my friends ...

now I know he fall in love Again , and I guess the girl have love him more than I did

I felt happy when I know He is happy than before ... I'm not lying :)

They said if you really love a person , will never let Him go ..

let Him stay love with another Girl ... is Impossible

 

But now I realize , is possible .. is really happened ..

not because I'm not enough love Him ...

Love a guy really isn't tie him ... is let him go to the Happiness ... :)

I know I'm not good enough and sometimes take his good for granted ..

But I really love him , I really did !

so I let go ... 

I told my self , Stay Strong :)

now , I'm not meant to ask him back my side .. 

just wish he really Happy and don't always keep his stress and emotional as secret ..

wish he can be well and get what he hope ...

take good care his mom , take good care he self 

be fatter , and not be late to work again ;)

arghhh !

stop to care about him , Hannah =.=

bye all < 3

xoxo .

2013, pls be FuckinAwesome :)

Yooooo , Whatsuppp 我竟然回来写部落格了 XD

每天忙到大便都不得空的我 ，回来了 ! 

２０１３ ， please be Fuckin Awesome :)

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最近的我 ，除了工作还是工作 。

维持单身生活 ，其实也可以很快乐 :)

我有一大堆猪朋狗友陪我癫 ，陪我大笑

我有一大堆姐妹陪我聊八卦 ，聊心事

我很满足了 ，我做人要求从来都不多 :)

能让我真心开怀大笑的真心朋友 ，我有 :)

我的大家庭 ，他们都是没有心机的好朋友 ，快乐每一刻 :)

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我爱的女人 <3

湿吻 ？！ 纳尼 ～～～～～～ XD

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还有一个傻婆 XD

头发性格都一样咧 ，失散姐妹 ？纳尼 ～～～～～ XD

朋友不用多 ，真心就足够了 ，不是吗 ? :)

我不是什么世界女 ，现实这种东西我不会看得太重

我只明白做每一件事情 ，对每一个人都应该那个心出来

不然假惺惺的相处 ，不如别相处 ？

 ╮ ( ╯ ▽ ╰ ) ╭

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看看最近我的残样 =.=

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这一阵子 ，我又疯狂添了很多纹身 =.=

 

 Σ( ° △ °|||)︴

对，没看错 ！我把整个背后给 INK 了 XD

以后别再叫我有翅膀的女孩了 ，我翅膀已被淹没了 :P

还没完成的作品 ，拖了蛮久的 ，一直没时间 :(

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还有一副最近增添的 ，自己设计的 :)

Unbreakable # Heartbeat :)

对我来说意义非凡的一副纹身 <3

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时间一直被工作塞满的我 ，确实有点不甘心

我不甘心因为这不是我要的

我没有自由 ，没有时间 ，不能做自己爱做的事情

我得到金钱 ，但我失去的更多

大家都说我很拼 ，很勤劳 ，劝我休息更重要

但我只明白我不做 ，我就没饭吃 ，我家人不能没有我 ！

但努力没白费的 ，我又被挖角了 :)

薪水好几倍在跳 ，我的努力没白费的 ！

我明白自己要的是什么 ，虽然计划赶不上变化

但我不会放弃也不会忘记当初那纯真女孩的梦想 :)

我很快乐 ，因为我懂得失去是拥有的开始 这个道理

快乐不在于能得到多少 ，是自己能放开多少 。

笑一个 ，在你们心目中强悍的李慢慢还没死 ！

打不死 ，我跌倒我自己爬起来 。

受伤我自己舔伤 ！

我不需要任何安慰也能自己坚强 :)

I'm rubbish .

I pretend that I'm fine ...

should I care anyone or anything in my life ?

cause I can't feel someone or something is caring on me ...

I just so suck and lifeless ...

I'm a loser ... yes , just admit it ...

anyone knows ?

why I always keep silent and no matter what , I hide my emotional and never cry ...

cause I'm afraid ... I afraid that if I really did , nobody will care or concern ..

shame *

why you all always blame me ?

always blame how I not enough good and how I'm bad ..

izzit somebody can care my feelings ?

I really feel tired to being what you all want me to be !!!

all my fault ... even I care , I cry ..

what's going on ? .....

always blame how I didn't care on you all

but really have anyone care about me ?!

what's my problems , why I sad , why I drunk

have anyone care about ?

what the fuck !!!

should I deserve this shit ? should I ?

how tired I hardworking on life you will never know and you don't even try to know !!

why I drunk all the time ? have you care ??

just always blame I like a chill , like to drunk cause have fun ?

fuck you !

do you know how suffer and pain I'm living on ?!

is fed up ! is enough !

please stop to blame ! okay ?

I hate I cry ... I feel so ugly ..

now I know why everyone said : " I laugh , never mean I'm really happy ... I smile , just politely ..."

maybe I really deserved this shit ... cause I'm a loser ...

I'm not enough strong to show you what I want ...

I just can write at here to show how much I really sad of ...

or maybe you are right ... I'm selfish ...

but , don't you too ?

I just can pretend that I don't care ..

I just can pretend that I don't sad ..

even how much I feel enough ... I just can fake a smile and say :"I'm okay ^_^"

I'm a shit . keep going blame me or scolded me or do whatever u like to hurt me ...

I fell down ... not going to stand up ...

I need a rest ... give my heart a break ...

I feel numb ... let me be a fool ...

sorry , my fault again .

是否我走每一步路都是错的 ？

confused ... I lost my way absoluetly ...

Club ; Night Life ;)

One day when the sky is falling, I'll be standing right next to you :)


ngek ngek ngek , 我肥来嚧 ！ ╮(‵▽′)╭
当然 ，希望你们不要气我因为我常言而无信。哈哈哈

我现在可是拼了老命不睡上来一次过更新的说 ! ( ▔- ____-)y-～ 抽煙

很感谢"他"的离开 ，让我获益良多 ， 感恩啦。哈哈哈

自由真的让真正我重新复活了 ! ㄟ(≧◇≦)ㄏ

最近每个星期４，５还有６。
我都会出现在Club啦 。很享受Party Rock , 很享受大家一起疯的感觉
[ 虽然我性格不活跃 哈哈哈 ]



Ｐｉｃｔｕｒｅ　～～

G6 night ~ ψ(╰_╯)

没有心情的一天 ，随便打扮随便就出门了

好丑 ╮(╯3╰)╭

那天认识的白痴 。哈哈哈

Dennis , me , Alan :)

散场后 ;)

John , Abby , me , Alan :)

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其实在Ｇ６拍的照片有很多 ，只是不知在谁的电话了。

哈哈哈 ，最记得那天喝到烂醉

我竟然自己一个躺在Garden Car Park 睡着了 ！！

天啊 ，睡醒后吓死自己

幸好是朋友家 (⊙＿⊙)!!

阿娘喂 ，我以后不敢了 ( 〒▽〒 ) - 淡定

Paparazzi Night ~ ψ(╰_╯)

它里面的设计和外面的设计都美呆了 ！ (/≧▽≦/)　

每个星期六都几乎爆满 ，里面的温度真的Hot爆 !

差点窒息丧命在里面 ，哈哈哈 !╮(╯◇╰)╭

这天跟久违的朋友去 ，哈哈哈

打扮也满随便的 ，因为很临时咧 ~ ( ‵□′)

可能因为开始有Checking了 , 所以幸好那天没有爆满

不然真的会再次窒息 ╭(﹊∩∩﹊#)╮

散场后 ~ ;)

Roti , 鸿 , me :)

另一天在Paparazzi 的照片 ;)

Alan ;)

这次第１次去Paparazzi的照片 。哈哈哈

那天迷路 ，很晚才到 ╮(╯◇╰)╭

Frankie ;)

My Beloved Abby (daihai) hahahahhas !

Samantha ^0^

Chris Yuan ;)

Johsef (BFF) :D

Rawang's friend ;)

My Beloved BaoBao ! <3<3

Banana Ape ! John . hahahhas

Coffee Price , REX ! Σ(☉▽☉")

Jibai Kah Chun ! hahahas

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Black Magic Night ~  ψ(╰_╯)

如果没记错 ，应该是第２次去Black Magic的时候

哈哈哈哈

norh ! 她是八婆 (‵▽′)ψ

My Beloved Miying ! <3<3

这件衣服穿到我像大肚子似的 ，好后悔 /.\

这 ..... 已经忘了第几次下Black Magic 了 :x

Viter ;)

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这一天心情差极 ! 而且是没理由那种 ，

衰的是 ~ 真赶羚羊的 , 怎么喝都醉不了 !

Call me Emo Queen T..T

这是第１次下Black Magic ~ 哈哈哈

真呆 /.\

Miying ;)

Kexin ;)



希望下次在Club会见到更多的朋友们 ;)

可惜好景不常在 ，我快要开工了 :x

时间，地点先保密 。吼吼吼吼 ( A____A )v

以后会是很忙很充实的日子 ! 哈哈哈

Hope the time Past fast , I really hope my busy Life would Start ;)

下一篇 - Happy Family dayyyyyyy <3 ┴┴~\(≥▽≤)/~┴┴

期待我下一篇吧 ~ update soon ! xoxo .

Ｅｎｄ　Ｐｏｓｔ　ｂｙ　ＭＭ　Ｌｅｅ