失败的分手 。

告诉自己 ，眼泪不能掉 ... 一滴也不能 :)

自从上次后 ，我再也没有勇气检查你的信息了 。
不知刚刚拿来的勇气看你的信息 ，
哈哈哈 、多愚蠢
为何不再把自己蒙骗 ? 不再自欺欺人了 ?

对 ，没错 ... 你还有跟你最爱的她 ，联络 。

现在熟睡在我隔壁的你 ，知道现在的我 .. 有多错愕吗 ?

我没有生气 ，没有像上次一样吵闹你起床了 。
因为 .... 都已经不必再有任何的解释了 。


我真的好想哭 ，但却觉得自己太傻 ，不敢哭 。

你知道吗 ? 自从那一天你告诉我她有多好 ，你有多喜欢她后
我努力付出多少吗 ? 我逼到自己连发脾气 ，连生气的权利也埋没了 。

一直在想 ，你快乐我就快乐 ，哈哈哈 、多傻
一直在想 ，我们九年后会怎样
一直在想 ，付出的你一定看见
一直在想 ，你是否还想念她 ....


我一直很害怕 ，真的很怕


我自由被束缚 ，都无所谓
可惜 ，你根本不懂得珍惜我


我真的笑了 ，哭着笑了
真的该面对现实了 ...

在你心目中 ，我有什么地位 ? 真的那么差吗 ? 真的不如她吗 ?


is okay ........

is over ..
谢谢你这三个月的陪伴 ，让我好的幻想 ，很多期待

你走吧 ，我会好好生活 ，比现在更会努力的 。



揭穿自己和你的谎言 ，是否正确 ?
可能我也有错 ，是我一手揭穿这美丽的谎言的 。:)


其实没必要再删除信息隐瞒我 ，如果不爱就说嘛 .. 我可不是软弱的人 。



bye my love , remember I said about the "Key and Lock" 's story ?
so long ago ... I wish I'm the Key , and open you Heart Lock ..
But now I realize ... My Key is WRONG . :)

all wrong ... just like a beautiful nightmare ...
I chose to wake up ... Cause is really HURT ...


thankyou .



以前的我们 ，好快乐 :)

我希望回忆会是美好的 。

"Rumour Has It"

"Rumour Has It"

She, she ain't real,
She ain't gonna be able to love you like I will,
She is a stranger,
You and I have history,
Or don't you remember?
Sure, she's got it all,
But, baby, is that really what you want?

Bless your soul, you've got your head in the clouds,
She made a fool out of you,
And, boy, she's bringing you down,
She made your heart melt,
But you're cold to the core,
Now rumour has it she ain't got your love anymore,

Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,

She, is half your age,
But I'm guessing that's the reason that you strayed,
I heard you've been missing me,
You've been telling people things you shouldn't be,
Like when we creep out and she ain't around,
Haven't you heard the rumours?

Bless your soul, you've got your head in the clouds,
You made a fool out of me,
And, boy, you're bringing me down,
You made my heart melt, yet I'm cold to the core,
But rumour has it I'm the one you're leaving her for,

Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,

All of these words whispered in my ear,
Tell a story that I cannot bear to hear,
Just 'cause I said it, it don't mean that I meant it,
People say crazy things,
Just 'cause I said it, don't mean that I meant it,
Just 'cause you heard it,

Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,

But rumour has it he's the one I'm leaving you for.

Random :)

感覺空空的 ，沒什麼事情想更新。
因為每天不是工作 ，就是睡覺 ；空餘時間都在忙碌家的事情 ..
繳水電費 ，買菜 ，煮飯 ，掃地抹地類似的 =..=

不做死我就真的偷笑了 D:



我很幸運遇見他 ，

親愛的、一個月快樂 :)

簡單的相處方式 ，不再吵架 ，不再鬧脾氣

我都答應你 :)

我寶貝女兒 ( *___* )v

超聰明 ，雖然喜歡亂大小便 =..=

沒什麼更新了 ，下次再up :)

現在是深夜4:47 a.m

晚安了各位 。